bear

I miss you more than usual tonight

I don't know why I just do.

I don't like this feeling at all maybe its because

I know this deployment is coming to anend

in just a matter of a few months?

maybe because I haven't seen you smile and dimples

or maybe I because I haven't physically felt you in so long?

Through this deployment I have listened to a few songs and one of them 

caught my attention. Here is the verse.

"Life's a dance you learn as you go sometimes you lead sometimes you follow don't worry

about what you don't know life's a dance you learn as you go."

 It's so true take a minute to reflect on this and see what comes to mind

ask others what they think?

What it means to me is life is one big learning experience when your younger

your parents teach you the best you can, but as you get older you go into this world

with just the knowledge you have been taught and nothing more. As you grow you will be knocked 

down but you pick your self up and go back for more. As time goes by your knowledge will grow

you may have to crawl even after you walk.

Take chances in life be daring at times try new things.

You have to give if you want to receive. Just like there is a time and a place and a time

to talk and a time to listen. You never know what life has instore for you

so live it the way you want. Be happy in life don't be so serious all the time laugh

at times when others don't be that person who laughs out loud. Be that person when others 

are wearing all black you wear white. Be the opposite stand up for yourself and your beliefs.

Be unique and be an individual but most of all believe in yourself.

Mama Wilson xoxo

 

Fun and happy!

My cup I drew lines on it

the inside!

All they have to do is glaze it now!

Kinsey painting her master piece!

I was intimidated when I saw all of these! 

So first off Saturday my grandmother and I cruised over to my wittle cousins house and went to Mud Shack (its just like color me mine if you know what that is?) Well I will explain if you don't know what Mud Shack or Color me mine is... They are a place where pottery is made its anywhere from vases mugs plates pumpkins dogs frogs anything you can think of that can be made out of Pottery! You pick out the piece you want grab the paint colors you want to use and start making your master piece! After your are done playing Picasso you give your art to the helpers that work there and then they glaze it with a shiny glaze like coat (but it takes about 4-5 days to glaze they have to do several coats) they will give you a day to pick it up! We pick our magnificent art work up on Tuesday and boy oh boy am I excited! Grandma made a pumpkin cousin Kinsey made a turtle with 3 baby turtles and two dog bones and my myself and I made a huge mug!!!! I love it I can't wait to drink out of it and show bear what I made! I told bear about it he said he want's to go and give it a shot! I'm very excited he mentioned so because I was worried I would of had to drag him to the place to make his own master piece! ( I am hoping he will make a big mug like mine so I can display them in our one day house!) Now some exciting news about bear I can say I am less than 100 days until he is back home with me!!!! I am so excited I am bouncing off the walls! Okay well my loves I am off to bed to watch some of my new shows I have training tomorrow and starting my new diet (Atkins diet) can't wait love you my beauties!

(here are links to color me mine and mud shack)

http://www.colormemine.com/http:/
/www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&cd=1&ved=0CBcQFjAA&url=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.mudshack.com%2F&rct=j&q=mud%20shack&ei=lIGETPWuJobmsQOayez2Bw&usg=AFQjCNEmY6GPymYih3O6i7eImEQL7o2pHw&cad=rja

Love
Mama Wilson Xoxo

A year ago today!

A year ago today we first layed eyes on one another.

A year ago today you told me you loved me.

A year ago today I realized I wanted to be your wife.

Its a bitter sweet day kinda happy kinda sad I wish you were here celebrating 

with me but I know your feeling happy/sad

as well. Just think when you get home

we can get down to Disneyland for that weekend get away

and celebrate then!

I miss your big blue eyes

I miss your thick country accent when you tell me "let me see your fangers"

(Fangers in country mean fingers!)

or when you see "I love you Jenay" and I tell you " I love you Forest"

Oh boy you sound like Forest Gump!

Writing this post leaves a knot in my stomach knowing I can't lay a big smooch on you.

I hope these next few months go by fast I miss you terribly.

I love you baby forever and ever.

I can't wait to start the next chapters of our life I can't wait to see you in the morning when
I wake up and before I go to bed I can't wait to have date nights
and long talks. I want you to kiss my shoulders again and wipe my hair away from my face
I want you to sing to me I want to slow dance in the middle of the kitchen with no music again.
I miss you I miss all of you I want you hear and I want you now.
Kisses and cuddles sent your way my man.

LOVE YOUR MAMA WILSON

Halfway done!!!!

OH MY GOSH I AM SO EXCITED I A HYSTERICAL WE ARE HALF WAY DONE WITH DEPLOYMENT WE JUST HIT 50% WHEN PUBLISHED MY LAST POST! I AM SO HAPPY I AM SO HAPPY I AM SO HAPPY ITS DOWN HILL FROM HERE BABY WOHOOOOOO!!!!

YIPE!

Talapia watermelon potato

SO I have to say I am so proud of myself I have lost 4 pounds in two weeks!

In the beginning of the two weeks I 

breakfast eggwhites wheat toast watermelon

weighed my self everyday twice a day thinking

I would see a dramatic drop in my weight! Even though I knew

tacos with turkey meat 

it was not possible to see a big difference like that

in only two weeks. So I went t every few days 

and as soon as I got up this morning I ran over to the scale

and jumped on, come to find out I dropped 4 pounds!!!!!

I had the biggest smile on my face and I was feeling

so good about myself. 

snack

I then went to the kitchen and fixed myself 

BREAKFAST! And boy oh boy was it tasty!!!!!!

(I took pictures of what I have been eating over the two weeks

I will post pictures)

100% pure apple juice or almond milk

MHHHMMMMMMMM it was so yummy in my tummy!

I have been thinking of bear and how proud of me he will be

I can't wait to make him some healthy yummy meals

and see what his input is!

I can't wait to see the look on his face when he sees the new me!

THIS IS GOING TO BE AWESOME!

NOW UPDATE ON BEAR

He is still supporting operations in Pakistan

says he is doing good want's to see some action! Told me in an email

he wishes he was on IN BOOTS ON GROUND in COMBAT

instead of being on the MEU....

He said he is making the best of it and is having a fine time, the best part he

said was traveling the world.

BUT he did mention he was ready to come home to his firecracker (me)

and look in to my autumns (my eyes.)

We are 49.9% away from being halfway done! December c'mon  come faster!

talking about December reminds me I will be meeting my future family for the first

time ever!

Ughh I am so excited but so nervous and not to mention I will be

putting my California self in snow

for the first time!

I can't wait to see what Indiana is like I have seen pictures and

from what I have seen its gorgeous!

Well I will leave you with a question how was the first time you

meet you in-laws?

 

Redid my BLOG

CHECK IT OUT AND TELL ME WHAT Y'ALL THINK!!!

MAMA WILSON

MY favorites!

So I have come to love new shows since bear left along with other things I have grown to adapt to! My new obsession is laughing and suspense! These shows consist of... A bowl of pop corn candy and my favorite sweet tea!

*SHOWS*
-Its always sunny in Philadelphia
-House of Payne
-According to Jim
-Everybody loves Raymond
-King of Queens
-Chelsey Lately
-Tosh.O
-Home Improvement
-Will and Grace
-Weeds
-Medium
-Law and order SVU
-NCIS
-True Blood
-HGTV
-Food network
-House Wives of New Jersey
-Desperate House wives
-And many many more I can't think of, and I bet your thinking wow she watches a lot of t.v. but I truly don't that's why I have tivo!


So what are some of your favorites?

Love
Mama Wilson