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wedding help?!

Hey you all I was wondering if I can get a few opinions ideas or likes and dislike to what I am about to post. I want my wedding in October of 2011 I love the colors the decor I can use the time of year everything about October I just love I am going to put some pictures up that I saw so please tell me what you think! Thank you!

stevie knicks this gets me through my day

Do you always trust your first initial feeling
Special knowledge holds truth bears believing
I turned around
And the water was closing all around
Like a glove
Like the love that had finally, finally found me
Then I knew
In the crystalline knowledge of you
Drove me thru the mountains
Thru the crystal-like clear water fountain
Drove me like a magnet
To the sea

How the faces of love have changed turning
the pages
And I have changed oh, but you...you remain
ageless
I turned around
And the water was closing all around
Like a glove
Like the love that had finally, finally found me
Then I knew
In the crystalline knowledge of you
Drove me thru the mountains
Thru the crystal-like clear water fountain
Drove me like a magnet
To the sea

I found a great military song!

I found this song called Minstrel Boy by Joe Stummner.If you would like to listen to it its the last song on my play list its A wonderful song for some odd reason it brought tears to my eyes, it swelled me with pride and joy,it brought back memories of my Marine and I, and made me think of all the men women and veterans that have protected us!THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH I WISH THE BEST FOR EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU GOD BLESS STAY SAFE FROM A PROUD AND FOR EVER FAITHFUL U.S.M.C. BRIDE TO BE!

crazyness!

Well where should I start? Hmmmmm well how about here, dad fell down stairs is in a wheelchair foe 3 months! So this super daughter is at his house till Sunday! I cleaned and cleaned I mopped, swept, vacuumed, Windex everything, dusted, laundry,made lunch and dinner, washed cars, gave the animals a bath etc..... Friday I have to go set up for my American Cancer relay starts Saturday ends Sunday it's A 24hr relay my community and volunteers that have helped plan this for the whole year its finally here we cant wait! I will sure take pictures and post them!. Next my Marine is gone for one more week home for a couple of days then leaves for 2 and a half weeks, comes home for 9 days and I bet you can guess whats next... DEPLOYMENT...
and so not looking forward to it either. Our first deployment I am so nervous but so ready for this deployment to start so it can end and he can come home and we can finally get married! Oh I cant wait! If anyone has any ideas or can help me with wedding planning it will be much appreciated!

more pictures!

So the last few days have been good!Grandma and I shopped the whole day and man was it tiring. We went to like 20 different stores looking for a woody ballon anything toy story anything hat had woody on it my sister is obsessed with him. Well we had n luck finding a ballon but oh boy i feasted my eyes on a life size cut out of woody and thought my goodness shes gonna crap herself! Grandma was laughing out of control she couldn't believe I was going to by that damn thing! But I did! Grandma found a cowboy vest for her and lot's more decorations for my crazy sister to have! After finding those wonderful treasures we headed to bed bah and beyond (one of my favorite stores}our mission was to find the big top cupcake mold!We scurried through the isles and found the sucker! We were so excited to bake a huge cupcake for my sisters cake so we again scurried home to bake it! I posted pictures it turned out like an egg grandma wanted to cover the whole thing but remember it was our first time we know for next time just to cover the top! So back to my sister!.My sister turned 20! Grandma mom and myself went down to her work (this was he pre b-day party}and brought her cupcakes ballons glow in the dark necklaces and bracelets a whole bunch of stuff!She was so excited to introduce us to everyone. She looked so pretty and she was so happy I love to see my sister like that It makes my day go by better when I no my family's doing wonderful!That next day was when the real birthday was I was excited but so depressed why you ask because it was my Marines birthday to. I was so sad we all couldn't celebrate or sing to him. Hes out training rite now which totally sucks I wish i could of gaven him cake lol or his present but its the military. I hope he had a good day I haven't talked to him since last Thursday! Happy Birthday big man will have A party when you come home! My family supported me through the day they all got him gifts and sent him text messages still knowing he wont get them for about another week! So my family sister and all her friends met down at down town Disney we had a blast we ate at the Rain Forest Cafe!So yummy! After we ate we gave her her presents and her cake! When everyone was done we all went walking around we all had a blast it was so much fun and much needed! I' am now home in my bed so tired thinking of my Mr.Marine!

Dear Gary Ray,

Dear Gary Ray,
I missed you today! I wonder what your doing? Well I had to get away today so I packed my stuff and fled off to grandma's. I don't no something about grandma's house make everything better I don't no if it's the scent that fill's her house, her cooking, or knowing she's here for me through bad or good? Well my day consist of laundry { I found your missing pair of green's (cammis) ), cooking, gardening, some work, and cleaning! Fun fun right? NOT! Well i' am still planning the wedding it get's me so excited to no this is actually happening! I was sitting here laughing at myself while planning why you ask, because I can't believe a simple song or the scent on your shirt or the memorance of your smile can make me cry! I love you so much and can't wait to see you bear I can't wait to kiss you and see your big blue eyes! These last few week's have been pretty sleepless night's I no it's because deployment's just a few week's away. BUT we will and we can do this with flying colors! It wont be easy but it will be worth it yes, there will be times were we both just want to give up and just cry scream throw something or just ask what the hell am I doing? It's okay to feel like that every one does but just remember you have me walking every step of the way with you you have me to count on you have me to lean on! Sweetheart i' ll wait for you like lover's do! just think when the 210 days (7months) are done were just days away from our wedding starting a family and just being together! You told me in a text one time I love you my autumn (autumn meaning my eyes remind him of it) i can' wait to come home and see you walk down that isle in that pure whit dress! It may not mean much to my readers but it means a lot to me I hold on to that text and look at it every time he leaves. I have millions of other text's I can post I have saved so many but I don't want to bore all of you! Well I think i' am gonna try to sleep. When I wake up that just means were one day closer to being together!

YOUR FOREVER PROUD FOREVER FAITHFUL BRIDE TO BE ALYSSA!

p.s. I love you baby keep your head up march on and soldier on!

WE GOT HIS ORDER'S FOR DEPLOYMENT..

Deployment order's are in and set. But first i'll tell you how it all went. As he got to the house I woke up to him trying to crawl in bed gently thinking he wouldn't wake me up well he did, so i rolled over and gave him a big smooch! Boy did I miss him. We got to talking about his day at work I noticed his eyes got heavier I asked him "are you tired bear?" he looked at me and said no mama i'am fine. I hate when he tell's me no he's not when I no he's dieing to take a nap but if i suggest a nap he will say no and in the back of my mind i'am thinking and he's probally thinking i'am/he's trained for no sleep i/he can do this even though I no he's rained my heart still breaks to see him like that. well as the conversation went on he asked if i would help him find a band for his flak jacket and I replied with a yes hunny! So as I put my shoe's on and hurried out side in the freezing cold we got to the truck and started looking for the band that disappeared. As we were searching through the truck my eyes met a stack of paper's as I was going to grab them hubby jumped up and said "oh yeah we got our set orders for deployment!". As i looked through them it said he will be gone for 210 days {7 month's}as i felt a sigh of relief knowing he wont be gone for a year my heart still broke. But i looked at him and smiled and told him "we can do this we will do this it will go by fast and easy. i will love you the same i'll be rite here waiting for you with an American Flag flying, a yellow ribbon pinned to me and wrapped around the tree outside sweetheart i'll wait for you!" As i said that i can see a little less stress was takin off of hi shoulder's. the rest of the day went good unti'll went to go to sleep here come the water work's i said to myself i just went through night saying to myself "it will be ok he will be fine he will come home to me. and we can have that wedding we wanted and start the family we want to have" oh god i cant wait for this deployment to start and be over! I LOVE YOU BABY YOUR STRONG AND COMMIN HOMEMISS YOU! ALWAYS PROUD FOREVER FAITHFUL YOUR MARINE WIFE ALYSSA!