last few weeks i have with

these last few weeks have been hell. i havent seen you or barley talked to you in over two weeks. after that you come for a day home pack up and leave for another 3 weeks. then you come home and deployments here. i cant wait for it to be over and it hasnt even started yet. i miss you so much i cant wait for this emptyness to go away i cant wait for these painful tears to go away.i dont care how long your gone as long as you come. and just like you say to me hope for 6 pray for 8! [meaning he can be deployed anywhere from 6 to 8 months unless something happens he will be gone for a whole year]. i cant wait for you to come home so we can get married i love you baby this cant come and end fast enough. its going to hurt like hell and iam ready. but iam not ready to let you go! i never will be! i love you baby more than all the words in all the books in all the world. and like you tell me youll love me till the worlds stop spinning. oh to hear you say that!