i was laying in bed last night wearing your cammie jacket feeling so empty but feeling like you were holding me. i hate when your away from me with no contact or visual contact for weeks at a time. i no were both tired and have stress that will never end it makes it some what easier knowing you no that you have me to lean on count on come to and just having you no i love with you everything i have and like i i say to you i love you more than all the words in all the book in all the world. and like you say to me ill love you till the world stops turning, oh to hear you say that rite now would just blow my mind way. i think of you and smile i think of your laugh and your cute country accent and just get so overwhelmed. or when u tell me let me see those pretty little autumns (meaning my eyes). i miss you singing and then having that really thick country accent come out while singing small town usa! but going back to feeling so empty i hope this deployment will come quick ad easy i hope that everyday goes by the both of us will only grow stronger wiser and closer. there will always be a feeling of emptyness until your home for good with me until i no that u wont get that phone call we try to avoid and seeing you jump up get dressed and go unit i no there might be an extened date on your deployment or no at last minute you wont have to drop and leave for weeks at a time with no contact what so ever. your place should be with me laying next to me laying all day on sunday like you want to or going to take me to that wheat field and just sit in the middle of it and just talk and love echorher. theres a million things i cant wait to do with you.