so not so good

Driving my mommy to the hospital tomorrow. The doc. found two stones on her Gaul bladder and a sist on her ovary and she has a big lump in he throat. My mom has been through hell Ill tell ya. It all started back in 91' when her Marine husband was kia in Kuwait,she was diagnosed with survivors guilt and ptsd. I remember when I was little I would hear her cry and throw up and I never understood why until I got older. I know shes in pain I know she is but its amazing how a women with such assurance and just love like no other learned how to deal with all the obstacles in life. But it got worse around 07' she learned she was diagnosed with RA (rheumatoid arthritis)she would lay in bed and just be restlessly in pain she couldn't move couldn't get up to do anything. She was helpless of her self. My grandmother came over one day and told her she needed to go to another doc. for some new opinions and maybe new answers! She then learned again from this new doc. that the other doc. she was seeing over medicated her for 3 years. We are now in 10' and she has no thyroid left. My poor mommy is all I can think I cry and wonder what I can do but I can do do nothing but pray. She has been through hell and back she has gone through wits ends for everyone and now its time for everyone to go through wits ends for her. So now back to what I said in the beginning we now have to drive to the hos. in the morning to get results... I am very nervous and scared for her I just lover her and want her better I just want to hold her and tell her it will be okay I just love my mom so much. This makes me wish I had my bear here so he could help me with strength and her for support. Speaking of my hero we are almost to month two! 5 months to go soon! So excited can't wait for him to be home I love you baby! Now one more thing please go to flip fops and combat boots and tell her I sent you my name is usmc bride to be! Please help I want this giveaway so bad so I can do something for my mommy! Love you friends OORAH!