Monday, October 18, 2010

A little about me

Laying in bed I was thinking about my blog and come to realize I never really did an "about me" So here we go....
I was born and raised in the city but at hart I am a country girl
I think I am decent looking and I know I have good cooking
I pour a little something on the rocks occasionally.
I love hot bubble bath that I can sink in
I leave a trail when I undress. I can eat a whole bag of Cheeto puffs in one sitting if
I have a box of chocolates I take one bite and the ones I like I eat all of it and the ones I dont I put back.
I paint my toes not my nails because I bite them bear is always on my mind 24/7
I like country and some classical music or soundtracks to
Black Hawk down
Brothers
Tears of the sun and so on...
8 is my favorite number I laugh when I shouldnt at times I am loud and like to dance
I call my mama when all else fails I listen to my music quitely at times but when I have an off day
its up when everything feels right I am great
I wish I had a dad that loved me I wished more people cared about me nd not listened to the lies
my "father" has told about not jut me but my future husband
I dont fight but if I have to I will October through December are my favorite months
I want 6 kids I want a farm and an old victorian practical magic house
Ive never been in snow but I would love to be experience it one day
I can sleep all day if I had the chance I love the rain I love doing arts and crafts
I am very motivated when it comes to our men and women in uniform. My mom and my grandma are my bestfriends I tend to get angry at them when everything goes wrong but amazingly they know
I dont mean it and still love me unconditionally.
I am young but willing I miss my man and would do anything in this world to have
him home with me to get just one kiss or one hug. I miss him I miss all of him
I miss watching his hands work I miss everything about that man.
my favorite color is pink I worry about others more than I need to I carry all my stress
and hold it in. I get mad for no reason sometimes it takes me awhile to warm up in the morning
I am easily entertained and again easy to make laugh I ama curious person to life and how
things work I love to be by myself at times
I cry at songs I cry at a voicemail he sent me a year ago
I sleep with his cammis every night I am trying to persuade the bear in to getting me a dog
I am a very firm believer in not cheating I think its one of the worst things you can do
I trust easily I have been hurt and cheated one to many times
I am a giving person who doesn't expect anything back I can be your best friend or I can be
a real bitch so chose wisely I love to dream about my future and what its going to be like
when I am sick I am sick I have a very high tolerance to pain and people
I love love love kids and animals. I want to go in to the Military but right now I have a fiance deployed a mom who is a widow and a family I love they come before me.This is it for now about me tune in for part 2 after my Halloween
fun!!!!


Mama Wilson xoxo
ME!

Sunday, October 17, 2010

the end is nearing





I have been away I know I am sorry I have had some problems with my A** hole of a "DAD" that I had to take care of lets just say lots of crying and one big head ache.... Any who besides that I have been doing some wedding planning which is crazy but wonderful! We are all moved in to the new house mhmmm I love it wohoo can't wait for bear to see it! I went to a Carrie Underwood Randy Travis and Billy Currington concert and man oh man was it a blast!... Bear emailed me and said he has a HUGE surprise for me when we get to Indiana (when he goes on leave) I am thinking a wedding.. =/ I am nervous yikeessss... My god daughter should be here any time now can't wait to meet her... And dun dun dun I got an email from the MEU FRO and I have a release and debriefing reunion to go to on Nov 3!!! You know what that means the end is nearing wohooooooo, oh my gosh I am so happy I can't wait to see his big blue eyes and his cute white ass his Forest Gump accent ughh boy oh boy and finally I have to think about breakin the razors out and start shaving! Deployment is almost gone I can almost wipe the sweat off my forehead... Just sent out one of the last packages to him and now going to bust the paint and paper out home coming ughh I am so excited home coming home coming home coming its seems like forever since I have seen his sweet face boy do I miss that man. Well this is it for tonight tune in for my Halloween fun tips and treats!!! Love you my beautys good night!