Tuesday, April 13, 2010

WE GOT HIS ORDER'S FOR DEPLOYMENT..

Deployment order's are in and set. But first i'll tell you how it all went. As he got to the house I woke up to him trying to crawl in bed gently thinking he wouldn't wake me up well he did, so i rolled over and gave him a big smooch! Boy did I miss him. We got to talking about his day at work I noticed his eyes got heavier I asked him "are you tired bear?" he looked at me and said no mama i'am fine. I hate when he tell's me no he's not when I no he's dieing to take a nap but if i suggest a nap he will say no and in the back of my mind i'am thinking and he's probally thinking i'am/he's trained for no sleep i/he can do this even though I no he's rained my heart still breaks to see him like that. well as the conversation went on he asked if i would help him find a band for his flak jacket and I replied with a yes hunny! So as I put my shoe's on and hurried out side in the freezing cold we got to the truck and started looking for the band that disappeared. As we were searching through the truck my eyes met a stack of paper's as I was going to grab them hubby jumped up and said "oh yeah we got our set orders for deployment!". As i looked through them it said he will be gone for 210 days {7 month's}as i felt a sigh of relief knowing he wont be gone for a year my heart still broke. But i looked at him and smiled and told him "we can do this we will do this it will go by fast and easy. i will love you the same i'll be rite here waiting for you with an American Flag flying, a yellow ribbon pinned to me and wrapped around the tree outside sweetheart i'll wait for you!" As i said that i can see a little less stress was takin off of hi shoulder's. the rest of the day went good unti'll went to go to sleep here come the water work's i said to myself i just went through night saying to myself "it will be ok he will be fine he will come home to me. and we can have that wedding we wanted and start the family we want to have" oh god i cant wait for this deployment to start and be over! I LOVE YOU BABY YOUR STRONG AND COMMIN HOMEMISS YOU! ALWAYS PROUD FOREVER FAITHFUL YOUR MARINE WIFE ALYSSA!