4 week's till deployment

4 WEEK'S TILL DEPLOYMENT. WHAT AM I TO DO? SIT AND WAIT CRY AND WORRY HURT AND BE IN PAIN... YES I WILL BE I NO I WILL BE. I DON'T WANT TO BE BUT I CANT HELP IT. I LOVE YOU I WANT YOU HERE BUT THIS DEPLOYMENT MEANS WERE JUST THAT MUCH CLOSER TO STARTING OUR LIVES TOGETHER. I WILL BE STRONG BUT STILL SAD I WILL BE TOUGH BUT ANGRY I WILL HURT IN THE INSIDE BUT LOVING ALYSSA ON THE OUTSIDE. I LOVE YOU AND WISH FOR THIS DEPLOYMENT TO GO BYE FAST EASY AND SMOOTH. AS I' AM LOOKING AT THE FURNITURE WE GOT ALONG WITH SOME PICTURES WITH SAYING ON THEM REALLY LIFT MY SPIRITS "GREAT HOPE COMES FROM GREAT FAITH IN GOD" "DANCE, LOVE, SING, LIVE, LAUGH, LOVE" AND LAST "THANK GOD FOR WHAT YOU HAVE AND THANK GOD FOR WHAT YOU NEED". I LAY HERE WITH YOUR DOG TAG'S AROUND MY NECK IN SOME WAY I FEEL YOUR HERE WITH ME AND SAME WHEN I SLEEP WITH YOUR JACKET AND IT HAS YOUR SCENT ON IT IT GIVE'S ME A FEELING YOUR COMMING HOME TO ME!I MISS YOU I LOVE YOU YOUR MY EVERYTHING MY MAN MY MARINE! I WAS READING ONE DAY AND FOUND THIS PRAYER.
DEAR LORD,
GIVE ME GREATNESS OF HEART TO SEE, THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN DUTY AND HIS LOVE FOR ME.
GIVE ME THE UNDERSTANDING SO I MAY NO, WHEN DUTY CALLS HE MUST GO.
GIVE ME A TASK TO DO EACH DAY, TO FILL THE TIME WHEN HE IS AWAY.
AND, LORD, WHEN HE MUST FLY SO HIGH, WATCH OVER HIM NIGH.
AND, LORD, WHEN HE GOES OUT TO SEA, BRING HIM SAFELY HIM TO ME.
AND, LORD, WHEN DUTY IS IN THE FIELD, PLEASE PROTECT HIM AND BE HIS SHIELD.
AND, LORD, WHEN HE IS IN FOREIGN LAND, KEEP HIM SAFE IN YOUR LOVING HAND.
AND, LORD, WHEN DEPLOYMENT IS LONG, PLEASE STAY WITH ME AND KEEP ME STRONG!

ANOTHER THING I FOUND WAS THIS PARAGRAPH OF GREAT WORDS,
A MARINE WIFE IS FULL OF GLORY. SHE SEES IN HIM IS FULL LIFE STORY. SHE'S A PATIENT WOMAN OF GREAT UNDERSTANDING. SHE STATES HER OPINIONS AND IS RARELY DEMANDING. IN MOMENTS OF SADNESS OR UNEXPECTED SORROW SHELL LIVEN THE DAY FOR A BETTER TOMORROW. SHE GIVES WARMTH WHEN LIFE IS COLD FOR HE HOLDS THE KEY TO HER HEART OF GOLD. HER ULTIMATE TEST OF BEING A MARINE CORPS WIFE IS BEARING THE ABSTINENCE OF A MAN IN HER LIFE. "MY DUTY COMES FIRST", SHE REMEMBERS HIM SAYING, "I MAY GO ABROAD, BUT FOR YOU ILL BE PRAYING". HER REWARD WILL COME, VERY SOON ONE DAY. WEN HER MARINE COMES HOME FOR A LENGTHY STAY. FOR THIS IS THEIR CASTLE, SHE IS THE QUEEN. A VERY PROUD WIFE OF A WIFE OF A UNITED STATES MARINE!

I LOVE YOU GARY RAY WILSON I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY AND LOVE YOU LIKE HELL AND SWEETHEART ILL WAIT FOR YOU LIKE LOVERS DO!I LOVE MY CORPORAL! I LOVE MY LIFE AND I CANT WAIT TO GET MARRIED SO WE CAN START "OUR LIFE".