Deployment surprise!

I got a surprise from bear I was so so so so excited when I saw it he sent me a beautiful big bouquet of spring mix flowers with a bear and a bag of Hershey kisses on the side! They smell was so sweet this so mad up for the last almost 3 months! And the card awwhh the card hes so cute it said"I would of sent daisies but I already have a field of them with you" lol! Hes so cute and mushi when it comes to love! God I love that man he is certainly amazing just sweet bliss! I can't wait for December so I can hear his voice and see his cute ass! love you baby!

I am so proud of my man!

WOW you know how you wonder if you husband or significant other is really paying attention to you well Gary Ray surprised the hell out of me! Ever since I was a little girl I have always wanted that old country southern lifestyle and I was blessed to end up with a southern man! One day bear and I were talking about what we wanted our house like! He answer was "I want a two story with a basement with a porch I can have our rocking chairs on and I can have my blood hound laying rite next to me." My reply to that was a "basement for what?" (remind you I was born and raised in wonderful California sense the sarcasm) He then went on to tell me with this confused look on his face like I was supposed to know what the basement was for... His reply " umm babe for when tornado's hit duhhhh!" I sat with my mouth wide open almost crapping myself. I said "what the hell thanks for telling me great California girl in the middle of a freakin tornado Americas funniest videos here I come!" So after I came to terms knowing that there will be tornado's {in Indiana where were moving to when hes done}I was going to tell him what I wanted again even though we have discussed this before! So before I opened my mouth to say anything he was naming off everything I wanted.... I want to live on a hill side with a farm in the back maybe next to a lake so I can see the moon light shimmer on the steal water or by a wheat field so him and I can go escape for a few hours in the middle of the field and just get lost in each others arms. I want a white wooded old Victorian southern style look with black hard wood floors I can walk barefoot on and a wrap around porch I want a garden and a green room I want a big kitchen I want our room to have french white doors that open up to a balcony, I want candles everywhere and I mean everywhere I want whit flowy curtains with old architecture I want the house to smell like apple pumpkin spice. He kept going on until he couldn't say anymore. Next he then decided to tell me what my favorite color was pink then he told me my favorite months October through December I want one of my babies to be born in October if possible. After he told me if we have a girl I want her name to be Faith luryn and if i was a boy I wanted Austin Ray. My favorite music is country but I listen to a very very diverse music like the black hawk sound track the Brothers sound track Hans Zimmer is amazing he went on saying you go to operas ballets farmers markets little county fairs. SO remember if you don't think there listening be careful you never know what they might remember hey they may surprise you Gary sure surprised the hell outta me. I mean if it would take me another hour to write all the stuff down but I will stop and get on with something that was said to me! SO some random guy or moron I would call him decided to start up a convo with me about my ring. Moron said to me "hey that's a nice ring your man must have a goo job" SO I replied to him as "yes he takes care of me!" He said "well what does this mister wonderful do? I replied to him again saying "hes a Marine" The guy turned his whole body to me and said "Honey Army guys take care of Marine wives" I sat there and thought to myself what the hell is wrong with you ass hole! Mind you my mouth is wide open because this guy is so ignorant and thought he was going to degrade Gary when truly he degraded him self! I shared a few un-lady like words with the moron and went on with my day! Well Sorry for the long post I will leave you with my gooshy shout out to bear! Hey baby I love you I miss you and I am so glad you have never tried to pull some bs stuff like that on me! I a proud to be a Marine wife and let alone just your wife! People are ignorant and always will be just know your the better person and I love you my man and only you your one in a million my man I miss you so much 5 months till your home I loves you bear! See ya soon!

Oh so sorry my friends!

Well I am sorry I haven't been keeping up with my blog lately so much has been going on. First mom had surgery ughhh my gosh we get up at 7 am to go to the hospital to be there by 9 am. We get there and she signs in. Well 9 am came around the time they said she will be taken in for surgery (she was getting a tumor and a syst removed and getting her tubes tied) well they lied pushed her back till 12.... So we waited then finally 12'0 clock rolled around but nope they came to us and said "Mrs. Garza ummm I am sorry but were are pushing you back to 6 now we are so sorry!" By this time I was beyond irritated tired and I just wanted to go home and check my email to see if my hero wrote me. Well 6 pm came and guess what was said " excuse me Ma'am we are pushing you back again we are so so sorry for the inconvenience..." My mom turned to me and said "if hes not here by 8 I am leaving." I said " Mom we should have left hours ago its there mistake they over booked and made us waste a day..." she said nothing more. Anyways 8 pm finally came but still no doctor, as we got up to leave the hospital the nurse cam over and said the doctor will be here any minute well 9 came around and the jack ass was finally here and the surgery room was cleared. So they took her in and about an hour and a half later they came out and told me she did really great that they took her syst and tumor out. Nothing looked cancerous and he also mentioned when she has her next surgery some time here in the next week or so ( there taking her gaul bladder out) they will be taking another syst out that's on her ovary, but he still sent the other syst and tumor in to the lab to make sure! I was relieved but still had this heavy weight on my shoulder. Shes still some what sore but doing good! We move her in the next 20 days I can't wait ughh I am so excited woho new start and a good change! Speaking of change we are 2 months and some days down! We have a little less than 5 months to go till hero is home! Hes doing really good he so far has been to Guam Timon Leste in south east Korea and he has been to Darwin Australia he should end up in Afghan I think pretty soon he hasn't said much... Hes ready to come he said he talk s about homecoming all the time it gets us both excited and make our nerves and the anticipation even crazier! God the things that man does to me even though hes not here he still makes me weak in the knees and makes my heart beat out of control and makes me smile from ear to ear. Our wedding is coming along slowly but surely! Although he dropped a big bomb on me after he left asking "umm mama" my reply " yes honey" Him "can we have the wedding back where I am from?" me "(silence mouth drops) IN INDIANA?" him "yes" Me " but fine yes we can have it in Indiana!" So everything did a whole 180 and instead of a San Diego beach themed wedding were having a Indiana country rustic old military themed wedding! 15,October 2011! Man am I excited and a big plus his aunt has been the biggest help to me being she lives in IN and just knows what I want and like! So moving on I am going to be an auntie! My best friend just got an honorable discharge from the army because her husband and her made a baby! BUT her husband just deployed to Iraq about 2 weeks ago he will be there till next July so please prayers for all of our men and women and my mommy... Shes having a girl naming her Abigail! Shes due 13, December 2010. So her husband already put rand r leave for two weeks after the baby is born! Everything is going good as of now. Now for me insomnia sucks ughh I don't go to sleep till around 4 30 am and I get up around 7 or 8 am I don't sleep I swear I feel like a zombie sometimes I need sleep so I don't look like hell when Gary gets home! I am doing my best at everything I can I try my hardest and I fight with pride. I will always be forever faithful forever proud to my soon to be husband I love you my man almost almost just keep wishing and praying and it will be here in no time! I love you bear misses you xoxox...