Thursday, March 18, 2010

frustrated

i' am frustrated your not here
i' am frustrated i want to cry
i' am frustrated i cant talk to you
i' am frustrated i cant see you
i' am frustrated you have to go
i' am frustrated i want to scream
i' am frustrated that i love you but i cant tell you every day
i though going in to this becoming a marine wife would be easy and great loving you
but i was wrong it's hard and not easy i love you so much and it's true thinking about it
the heart grows fonder with distance. i just want to wrap you in my arms and never let you go
i want to have you laying next to me where you should be i want to wake up to you with no wonders
in my mind thinking is he going to get that call is he going to have to leave
i dont want to have to go weeks or months not seeing you or talking to you
i love my life i love our life i cant wait to get it started with you but at the same time
i dont want to sound selfish because what your doing is something greater than alot of people will
never no feel or expirence. your fighting for our country for my freedom i dont no how i will ever thank you enough. your so brave and truthful your a man of your word hunny your one of the few good men
left out there.

forever proud forever faithful
alyssa