Oh so sorry my friends!

Well I am sorry I haven't been keeping up with my blog lately so much has been going on. First mom had surgery ughhh my gosh we get up at 7 am to go to the hospital to be there by 9 am. We get there and she signs in. Well 9 am came around the time they said she will be taken in for surgery (she was getting a tumor and a syst removed and getting her tubes tied) well they lied pushed her back till 12.... So we waited then finally 12'0 clock rolled around but nope they came to us and said "Mrs. Garza ummm I am sorry but were are pushing you back to 6 now we are so sorry!" By this time I was beyond irritated tired and I just wanted to go home and check my email to see if my hero wrote me. Well 6 pm came and guess what was said " excuse me Ma'am we are pushing you back again we are so so sorry for the inconvenience..." My mom turned to me and said "if hes not here by 8 I am leaving." I said " Mom we should have left hours ago its there mistake they over booked and made us waste a day..." she said nothing more. Anyways 8 pm finally came but still no doctor, as we got up to leave the hospital the nurse cam over and said the doctor will be here any minute well 9 came around and the jack ass was finally here and the surgery room was cleared. So they took her in and about an hour and a half later they came out and told me she did really great that they took her syst and tumor out. Nothing looked cancerous and he also mentioned when she has her next surgery some time here in the next week or so ( there taking her gaul bladder out) they will be taking another syst out that's on her ovary, but he still sent the other syst and tumor in to the lab to make sure! I was relieved but still had this heavy weight on my shoulder. Shes still some what sore but doing good! We move her in the next 20 days I can't wait ughh I am so excited woho new start and a good change! Speaking of change we are 2 months and some days down! We have a little less than 5 months to go till hero is home! Hes doing really good he so far has been to Guam Timon Leste in south east Korea and he has been to Darwin Australia he should end up in Afghan I think pretty soon he hasn't said much... Hes ready to come he said he talk s about homecoming all the time it gets us both excited and make our nerves and the anticipation even crazier! God the things that man does to me even though hes not here he still makes me weak in the knees and makes my heart beat out of control and makes me smile from ear to ear. Our wedding is coming along slowly but surely! Although he dropped a big bomb on me after he left asking "umm mama" my reply " yes honey" Him "can we have the wedding back where I am from?" me "(silence mouth drops) IN INDIANA?" him "yes" Me " but fine yes we can have it in Indiana!" So everything did a whole 180 and instead of a San Diego beach themed wedding were having a Indiana country rustic old military themed wedding! 15,October 2011! Man am I excited and a big plus his aunt has been the biggest help to me being she lives in IN and just knows what I want and like! So moving on I am going to be an auntie! My best friend just got an honorable discharge from the army because her husband and her made a baby! BUT her husband just deployed to Iraq about 2 weeks ago he will be there till next July so please prayers for all of our men and women and my mommy... Shes having a girl naming her Abigail! Shes due 13, December 2010. So her husband already put rand r leave for two weeks after the baby is born! Everything is going good as of now. Now for me insomnia sucks ughh I don't go to sleep till around 4 30 am and I get up around 7 or 8 am I don't sleep I swear I feel like a zombie sometimes I need sleep so I don't look like hell when Gary gets home! I am doing my best at everything I can I try my hardest and I fight with pride. I will always be forever faithful forever proud to my soon to be husband I love you my man almost almost just keep wishing and praying and it will be here in no time! I love you bear misses you xoxox...