Halfway done!!!!

OH MY GOSH I AM SO EXCITED I A HYSTERICAL WE ARE HALF WAY DONE WITH DEPLOYMENT WE JUST HIT 50% WHEN PUBLISHED MY LAST POST! I AM SO HAPPY I AM SO HAPPY I AM SO HAPPY ITS DOWN HILL FROM HERE BABY WOHOOOOOO!!!!

YIPE!

Talapia watermelon potato

SO I have to say I am so proud of myself I have lost 4 pounds in two weeks!

In the beginning of the two weeks I 

breakfast eggwhites wheat toast watermelon

weighed my self everyday twice a day thinking

I would see a dramatic drop in my weight! Even though I knew

tacos with turkey meat 

it was not possible to see a big difference like that

in only two weeks. So I went t every few days 

and as soon as I got up this morning I ran over to the scale

and jumped on, come to find out I dropped 4 pounds!!!!!

I had the biggest smile on my face and I was feeling

so good about myself. 

snack

I then went to the kitchen and fixed myself 

BREAKFAST! And boy oh boy was it tasty!!!!!!

(I took pictures of what I have been eating over the two weeks

I will post pictures)

100% pure apple juice or almond milk

MHHHMMMMMMMM it was so yummy in my tummy!

I have been thinking of bear and how proud of me he will be

I can't wait to make him some healthy yummy meals

and see what his input is!

I can't wait to see the look on his face when he sees the new me!

THIS IS GOING TO BE AWESOME!

NOW UPDATE ON BEAR

He is still supporting operations in Pakistan

says he is doing good want's to see some action! Told me in an email

he wishes he was on IN BOOTS ON GROUND in COMBAT

instead of being on the MEU....

He said he is making the best of it and is having a fine time, the best part he

said was traveling the world.

BUT he did mention he was ready to come home to his firecracker (me)

and look in to my autumns (my eyes.)

We are 49.9% away from being halfway done! December c'mon  come faster!

talking about December reminds me I will be meeting my future family for the first

time ever!

Ughh I am so excited but so nervous and not to mention I will be

putting my California self in snow

for the first time!

I can't wait to see what Indiana is like I have seen pictures and

from what I have seen its gorgeous!

Well I will leave you with a question how was the first time you

meet you in-laws?

 

Redid my BLOG

CHECK IT OUT AND TELL ME WHAT Y'ALL THINK!!!

MAMA WILSON

MY favorites!

So I have come to love new shows since bear left along with other things I have grown to adapt to! My new obsession is laughing and suspense! These shows consist of... A bowl of pop corn candy and my favorite sweet tea!

*SHOWS*
-Its always sunny in Philadelphia
-House of Payne
-According to Jim
-Everybody loves Raymond
-King of Queens
-Chelsey Lately
-Tosh.O
-Home Improvement
-Will and Grace
-Weeds
-Medium
-Law and order SVU
-NCIS
-True Blood
-HGTV
-Food network
-House Wives of New Jersey
-Desperate House wives
-And many many more I can't think of, and I bet your thinking wow she watches a lot of t.v. but I truly don't that's why I have tivo!


So what are some of your favorites?

Love
Mama Wilson

Married to a Sailor!

Well she is hosting a giveaway! She has reached 200 followers wohoo! I have read her blog for quit some time now (be sure to check her out). She always has something entertaining to talk about a big picker upper you can call her! Now in this giveaway she wanted us to post a comment about giving advice to those who are going to go through a deployment (well keep in mind that I am almost done with mine) So hear it is hope you enjoy it!

ladies!! Leaving loved one's is apart of military life it teaches us women to do things on our own. For instance fix the sink,take care of the house and kids, explain to a million people over again where your husband is without getting tears in your eyes,taking the car in to get fixed with out getting taken advantage of,hanging on the memory of his sweet smile,learn to love him MORE, and it will teach your strengths and weaknesses as days go but you will learn how to deal with them! My fiance deployed about 4 months ago and yes I am sad BUT, I was so ready for it to start I am confident strong and so happy for this deployment so I can get it over with! I bet your thinking I am crazy for saying I am so ready for this deployment to start because after this 7 month deployment I get to marry the love of my life! I play songs that remind me of us, I think of all the good times, I think about his goofy little smile and his cute ass!, I sleep with his Cammi jacket on my pillow even though it smells like sweat I don't care because its his scent that is my man that is the closest thing to my man I have while he is gone! Fill your day with a task and when its time to go to bed put on a comedy your favorite movie or just think of him and what you all will do when he get's back think how wonderful it will be think how amazing it will be to have him home again! There will be moments when you break down but promise you YOU WILL BE OKAY! I am here for you I love you like a sister and I know we don't know each other us Military spouse women have a bond like no ones business! I want you to smile and be happy and spend the last days you have with him cherish them take more pictures than you need and if you have to tell him you love him every other minute! But you have to trust that you will be okay you have to trust your self you have to believe in your self and in your husband! Have faith in everything you and him do!!! If your having a bad day turn the music up loud sing at the top of your lungs and cry if you want to if you have to scream then scream and if you have to break out and just laugh historically then do so! NEVER BE AFRAID OF YOURSELF PEOPLE OR MAKING SOME ONE MAD because if anyone has the right to be mad or upset its us! But I want you too realize your an incredible beautiful unbelievable strong women you will come to find out my love!

 FOREVER PROUD FOREVER FAITHFUL MAMA WILSON!

Bad night bad night

Tonight I was woken up to a phone call of my friend crying frantic she said for me to go on to face book and look at the link she sent me. I stayed on the phone with her to calm her down after awhile she said she needed to go lay with her daughter. After I got off the phone my heart was pounding and I was so nervous to get on and look at what I was going to get knowledge of. I pondered about the link for awhile and finally built up the courage to click on it. When I was reading through it I began to get sweaty and knots in my stomach I feel like I can't breath bear was running through my head constantly. All I can think about is these words that were written in the article. "Taliban threatens to drop bombs on US workers giving aid to Pakistan" (bear is part of the US workers he is supporting operations in Pakistan). I have thrown up several times and clenched my stomach. My heart hurts my breathing is getting heavier tears are out of control. (you may think I am over reacting but once you are put in my shoes you will understand.) I know many say "don't listen to the news don't believe anything until your s/o (significant other) tells you other wise. I try to stand by that but I can't ignore anything that has to do with the LOVE OF YOUR LIFE. Even writing about this gives me chills and again makes me want to throw up. I miss him and I want him home I want him in his safe place I want him where he should be next to me right next to me. This goes to show what a deployment can do to you as you read in my previous post I was happier than ever I felt unstoppable like I was on top of the world. And now I feel horrible. There is nothing I can do to help him I can't comfort him I can't be there to pick his head up look in to his eyes and tell him "it will all be okay" , with this being said there is word going round that possible extension is in the works. Please pray and cross your fingers and toes he and everyone else come home on time. I love you baby so much I miss you and I am by your side threw it all. I wish I could be with you but I am mentally and in your spirit stay strong bear.

love your mama Wilson forever proud forever faithful

Selfesteem for me and you?!

Alright so almost 3 months till bear comes home, and now that I have a trainer and getting my tight luscious body back I decided I should pamper myself and get me a new look for him homecoming!(Pictures are posted as you can see please vote for the one you like and help me decide!!!) I am going for a pinup style but make it modern day look! I am so so so super excited for this. I can't wait to see the look on his face when he sees me for the first time in 7 months! I meet with my trainer tomorrow at 1 pm again! I feel so good and more confident. I wake up feeling great in a better mood I don't snack on all the yummy in my tummy foods anymore I go for healthier choices that boost my energy! OH BOY talking about it gets me feeling like I am on top of the world! I will soon do a before my trainer post an then a before and after post once I am done with shedding this weight!

I can only imagine what will run through his head! Hopefully it will run wild and overly happy! I hope he will be proud of me for doing this! And what will he say when he asks why I kept this a secret he hates surprises but I have a feeling he will let this one slide! My hair is getting long and healthy my goal is to let it grow to my butt. My nails look FABULOUS my teeth are going to get whitened soon, my make up is all new.... Goodness it feels good to do something for yourself every once in a GREAT WHILE!

So I urge you ladies to go out and do something for yourself weather it be getting a new haircut redoing your room or hiring a personal trainer. We as women deserve the best we are the queens in this wold. We have come a long way with rights fashion jobs and many more things in this world. Appreciate yourself take care of yourself DO NOT LOSE YOURSELF. Put on that little black dress get some friends and sip on a glass of wine. Laugh your heart out be daring and put some black eye shadow on instead of the light pink shimmer put some red lipstick on instead of just chap stick let your hair down and whip around let it be wild or how about go and rent your dream car for the day go shopping ad just feel like you are on top of the world for a change make your self feel like you are unstoppable!

I love all of you girls (my blog followers) you all are amazing in your own way believe it and don't let anyone tell you different. You are strong independent deserving women. Do for yourself at times and DON"T LET ANY MAN tell you different or bring you down as a person. Stand up for your self love your self.

forever proud forever faithful

MAMA WILSON xoxox