A little about me

Laying in bed I was thinking about my blog and come to realize I never really did an "about me" So here we go....

I was born and raised in the city but at hart I am a country girl

I think I am decent looking and I know I have good cooking

I pour a little something on the rocks occasionally.

I love hot bubble bath that I can sink in

I leave a trail when I undress. I can eat a whole bag of Cheeto puffs in one sitting if

I have a box of chocolates I take one bite and the ones I like I eat all of it and the ones I dont I put back.

I paint my toes not my nails because I bite them bear is always on my mind 24/7

I like country and some classical music or soundtracks to

Black Hawk down

Brothers

Tears of the sun and so on...

8 is my favorite number I laugh when I shouldnt at times I am loud and like to dance

I call my mama when all else fails I listen to my music quitely at times but when I have an off day

its up when everything feels right I am great

I wish I had a dad that loved me I wished more people cared about me nd not listened to the lies

my "father" has told about not jut me but my future husband

I dont fight but if I have to I will October through December are my favorite months

I want 6 kids I want a farm and an old victorian practical magic house

Ive never been in snow but I would love to be experience it one day

I can sleep all day if I had the chance I love the rain I love doing arts and crafts

I am very motivated when it comes to our men and women in uniform. My mom and my grandma are my bestfriends I tend to get angry at them when everything goes wrong but amazingly they know

I dont mean it and still love me unconditionally.

I am young but willing I miss my man and would do anything in this world to have

him home with me to get just one kiss or one hug. I miss him I miss all of him

I miss watching his hands work I miss everything about that man.

my favorite color is pink I worry about others more than I need to I carry all my stress

and hold it in. I get mad for no reason sometimes it takes me awhile to warm up in the morning

I am easily entertained and again easy to make laugh I ama curious person to life and how

things work I love to be by myself at times

I cry at songs I cry at a voicemail he sent me a year ago

I sleep with his cammis every night I am trying to persuade the bear in to getting me a dog

I am a very firm believer in not cheating I think its one of the worst things you can do

I trust easily I have been hurt and cheated one to many times

I am a giving person who doesn't expect anything back I can be your best friend or I can be

a real bitch so chose wisely I love to dream about my future and what its going to be like

when I am sick I am sick I have a very high tolerance to pain and people

I love love love kids and animals. I want to go in to the Military but right now I have a fiance deployed a mom who is a widow and a family I love they come before me.This is it for now about me tune in for part 2 after my Halloween

fun!!!!

Mama Wilson xoxo

ME!

the end is nearing

I have been away I know I am sorry I have had some problems with my A** hole of a "DAD" that I had to take care of lets just say lots of crying and one big head ache.... Any who besides that I have been doing some wedding planning which is crazy but wonderful! We are all moved in to the new house mhmmm I love it wohoo can't wait for bear to see it! I went to a Carrie Underwood Randy Travis and Billy Currington concert and man oh man was it a blast!... Bear emailed me and said he has a HUGE surprise for me when we get to Indiana (when he goes on leave) I am thinking a wedding.. =/ I am nervous yikeessss... My god daughter should be here any time now can't wait to meet her... And dun dun dun I got an email from the MEU FRO and I have a release and debriefing reunion to go to on Nov 3!!! You know what that means the end is nearing wohooooooo, oh my gosh I am so happy I can't wait to see his big blue eyes and his cute white ass his Forest Gump accent ughh boy oh boy and finally I have to think about breakin the razors out and start shaving! Deployment is almost gone I can almost wipe the sweat off my forehead... Just sent out one of the last packages to him and now going to bust the paint and paper out home coming ughh I am so excited home coming home coming home coming its seems like forever since I have seen his sweet face boy do I miss that man. Well this is it for tonight tune in for my Halloween fun tips and treats!!! Love you my beautys good night!

update,pictures,and fun!

So update on the dom (doughnut of misery)we have 60.6% done

and 39.7% to go! Can you believe it honestly boy thinking back on this

I thought we were never going to come to this so quickly! In less than 2 and a half months

I ll have my bear home! 

Next I got a picture of me back from the fair my cousin took of me. 

I sent it to bear his jaw dropped and eyes popped outta his head!

What is your opinion on this?

Next my aunts "21st bday" (45) I went and met the whole

damn fam at yummy P.F.Changs and man was it fabulous!!!! My cousin Josh and I were

fighting over the cake and he ended up winning! It was a blast lots of laughs!

Now remember my post about my big ol' mug I made well I got the finishing product of it! 

I love it the only thing is that I wish the colors would of came out my lighter and softer!

PLEASE EXCUSE THIS PICTURE I HAVE NO MAKE UP ON AND LOOK 

LIKE CRAP!!!!!!!!

My cousin surprised me with a t-shirt saying Marine Wife on it!

I loved it so much I decided to wear it to Disneyland! Here are some pictures of us

on some rides! (Again excuse the strangers arm next to me!)

Sorry they are not the best pictures but they will do for now!

Hope you had fun with my adventures...

Love Mama Wilson!

yikes!

So I came across this video and I freakin balled my eyes out and made me completely sick to my stomach. As the video ended I couldn't believe these families feelings meaning one morning they were fine then say an hour later they get the "knock on the door." This video reminds me of my mom and a certain someone I know. How can both of these people I mentioned grasp the thought of this happening just how. Well I talked to my mother about this and her experience when this happened to her and boy let me tell you I was not ready! Well here is the video
http://www.youtube.com/user/costofwar

Now here is a much more happier video (one of my favorites!)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uSMlIM9zLio

Love you Mama Wilson xoxo!

So this is another all over the place post!

Well first off lets start off with some wonderful news 

can you guess? We have maybe a little less than 2 and a half months

till the big man is home! AHHHHHHHHHHHH thank my lucky

stars! Another thing he is out of Pakistan and making memories elsewhere don't 

no where yet but I am sure somewhere bitchin! I can't wait to

see all the nick nacks he got for me wohoooo!

I was laying in bed last night thinking about a lot last night!

Especially how I promised bear that if he tried avocado (he has had it before but grossed out)

I would try venison! (deer) I totally forgot about that until last night.

I jumped up in bed as my face started frowning and I almost gaged thinking

about what the hell I promised him. I right after got on my email and sent him one stating 

I feel horrible that I promised to eat deer! I don't want to eat Bambi no no no!!!!!!NO! He then 

came back with a joke saying then if you don't want to eat deer

we will just indulge in some BEAR... I got chills and said loudly *NOT COOL*

SO we will see what happens with that Ill be sure to take a picture of my face of what ever it

is I eat. Next I don't remember if I ever posted pictures of my ring? Well I will do so in this post!

excuse the pictures there not that great I took while I was cleaning out the bath and I thought 

why the hell not the lighting in the bathroom was pretty! Next I was going through some pictures and

found some of me and bear Awhh I had the biggest grin on my face when I saw him!

Some will be posted as well. Friday night we had a girls night went to the county fair and I have

to say I indulged in quit a few yummy salted lime iced double shot others triple shot of tequila margaritas!

Boy I had fun it was nice to have a girls night we talked laughed danced sang watched some 

bull riding and shows the food was yummy in my tummy and reminisced about bear and

the other big bad men!

Saturday went out with my sister and cousins with some more friends hooka bar we went

it was a good time all the belly dancers the Mediterranean food and feel of the place

the music was a change I enjoyed it! I swear I got so in to it I felt like I was in Pakistan

with Bear I almost got up and started looking for him. I remember sitting at the table and everything

went to the back of my mind everything went still I just saw bears face I sat and just was out of it

I saw my man I felt him everything felt like slow motion it was crazy. But so good to see my man for that little time I had. Well that's it till my next post!

Mama Wilson xoxo

Hello my beauties!

Hello there how are ya! I have had the WORST week since this DEPLOYMENT started. Uhhhggg I am not going to get into it because I chose not to "re-live the events." Although I did get to talk to bear for an hour and a half then another 15minutes (this was yesterday) This morning he woke me up at 7 for a 15 minute phone call then as I was getting my "sexy back on" at the gym in the middle of doing the elliptical he called and told me he loved me and missed me and can't wait to come home. And of course I started crying in the middle of the gym while my legs were still going! We talked for about 28 minutes then we got cut off so hopefully he will call back so I can hear his sexy country accent! I LOVE YOU FOREST!  Now update with the DOM we are about we have 46.2% left! I miss my man so much ughhh I can't wait to see his cute country ass! More than half way done and about 3 months left. Tomorrow I go and pick up my HUGE mug I can't wait to see the outcome of it. Update about the house we have everything painted the electrical is done hard wood floors come in soon so all in all that is coming together wonderfully the wedding is getting done little by little but surely I will have pictures up in another post. My diet is going well I am in a whole new set of numbers good for me I celebrated a little with some yummy chocolate cheese cake and can you say it knocked my socks off! This is somewhat of a random post so I am jumping all over the place with things to write excuse me for doing so. OH AND A HUGE THANK YOU THANK YOU TO SOUTHERN HOSPITALITY FOR HAVING ME OVER LOVE LOVE LOVE THAT PRETTY MAMACITA! And I can't forget to say HEYYYYY to my new readers! Another thing I am thinking about changing my hair color to blond again not sure yet if I want to or not?? Well that's all I have going on in my crazy head right now.! Since I have new readers please feel free to ask questions add comments anything please don't hesitate!

Love you my girls

Mama Wilson xoxo!

p.s.

Please have a moment of silence for those who lost their lives in 9/11

R.I.P. you will never be forgotten just goes to show how Strong America came back 

      to fight those who caused us chaos. And for that I would like to say

                                      " I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United States of America, 

                                           and to the republic for which it stands, one nation under 

                                                 God, indivisible, with liberty and justice for all."

bear

I miss you more than usual tonight

I don't know why I just do.

I don't like this feeling at all maybe its because

I know this deployment is coming to anend

in just a matter of a few months?

maybe because I haven't seen you smile and dimples

or maybe I because I haven't physically felt you in so long?

Through this deployment I have listened to a few songs and one of them 

caught my attention. Here is the verse.

"Life's a dance you learn as you go sometimes you lead sometimes you follow don't worry

about what you don't know life's a dance you learn as you go."

 It's so true take a minute to reflect on this and see what comes to mind

ask others what they think?

What it means to me is life is one big learning experience when your younger

your parents teach you the best you can, but as you get older you go into this world

with just the knowledge you have been taught and nothing more. As you grow you will be knocked 

down but you pick your self up and go back for more. As time goes by your knowledge will grow

you may have to crawl even after you walk.

Take chances in life be daring at times try new things.

You have to give if you want to receive. Just like there is a time and a place and a time

to talk and a time to listen. You never know what life has instore for you

so live it the way you want. Be happy in life don't be so serious all the time laugh

at times when others don't be that person who laughs out loud. Be that person when others 

are wearing all black you wear white. Be the opposite stand up for yourself and your beliefs.

Be unique and be an individual but most of all believe in yourself.

Mama Wilson xoxo