17 DAYS TILL DEPLOYMENT

So were down to the last moments of being together. 17 days left woooo where did time go! Its true when they say time goes by fast when your having fun! I thought I would be feeling pretty depressed insecure mad a roller coaster of emotions but, I am not I am actually pretty calm happy and feeling good about this deployment! I mean don't get me wrong of course I am going to miss my man and yes I will cry and have my moments, I learned from early on in this life complaining will no get you any where crying is good for you and my blog keeps me sane!!! I can not wait for this deployment to start so it can end 210 days (7 months)without him but I am ready for what ever gets put on the table. After this deployment these 210 days means we can finally get married start our life and finally just be together! I love my man so much! I was talking to one of my girlfriends the other day and I was telling her I am just so happy I want to cry I cant wait for this to be done with because I can see my future its right there so close I can reach and grab it! It's crystal clear to me I mean I can actually see our house how our days will be the wonderful smells that will fill our house along with the sweat from the cammis and combat boots! I will be able to call my self MRS.WILSON! I love you so much Gary Ray Wilson this deployment will go by so fast and smooth! I cant wait for your home coming I have posters made already and a care package ready to send along with a 20 page letter! I love you my man your the best the light that makes my world glow!!!

military spouse appreciation day!

This Friday is Military Spouse Appreciation Day. If you know a Military Spouse, say thank you. And though she (or he) may pass it off as nothing, inside it will definitely mean something.

for my pin up mamas!

Hello ladies, I found this picture and thought of you so I thought I would share this picture with you! Hope you like it!!!

AND MORE SORRY YOU ALL!

MORE PICTURE TO GO WIH THE LAST POST!

wedding help?!

Hey you all I was wondering if I can get a few opinions ideas or likes and dislike to what I am about to post. I want my wedding in October of 2011 I love the colors the decor I can use the time of year everything about October I just love I am going to put some pictures up that I saw so please tell me what you think! Thank you!

stevie knicks this gets me through my day

Do you always trust your first initial feeling
Special knowledge holds truth bears believing
I turned around
And the water was closing all around
Like a glove
Like the love that had finally, finally found me
Then I knew
In the crystalline knowledge of you
Drove me thru the mountains
Thru the crystal-like clear water fountain
Drove me like a magnet
To the sea

How the faces of love have changed turning
the pages
And I have changed oh, but you...you remain
ageless
I turned around
And the water was closing all around
Like a glove
Like the love that had finally, finally found me
Then I knew
In the crystalline knowledge of you
Drove me thru the mountains
Thru the crystal-like clear water fountain
Drove me like a magnet
To the sea