13 days till I see you later..

So 13 days and you leave me be, no not forever but in time for me to find the strengths and weaknesses of me! You said to me tonight through text the second day your home were going to the court house to get married you didn't want to be apart from me any longer than you were! As I asked what we would do the first night you were home you just sent me a simple smiley face! As we kept talking he said don't worry you will still get your October wedding and that I have to put another ring on someones pretty little finger! I sat there and giggled because it was just so damn cute! Today on Mothers Day you also sent me a message saying Happy future mamas day to you! When i read that my eyes filled with tears and my heart grew stronger those few little words gave me more hope and more confidence in this deployment! I am still feeling really good and happy 7 months you will be apart of my life I would rather have you gone 7 months then having just a cased flag of you, like I do my step dad. I want to tell you I am damn proud to be a Marine wife and just your wife Mrs.Wilson can you believe it were about 230 days away from that! I love you my man you are so amazing in everything you do you have so much faith and trust so much love and kindness the generosity you have for anyone is just incredible! Hearing you talk about our one day family and all the things you want to do! I cant wait for that home coming believe me or not I already have posters made and one care package down! We got this baby we got this in the palm of our hand! I love you my almost husband good night!

YOUR FOREVER PROUD FOREVER FAITHFUL USMC BRIDE TO BE ALYSSA XOXO!!!

DEPLOYMENT SPEECH FROM MY HEART!

ladies!! Leaving loved one's is apart of military life it teaches us women to do things on our own. For instance fix the sink,take care of the house and kids, explain to a million people over again where your husband is without getting tears in your eyes,taking the car in to get fixed with out getting taken advantage of,hanging on the memory of his... See More sweet smile,learn to love him MORE, and it will teach your strengths and weaknesses as days go but you will learn how to deal with them! My fiance deploys in about 15 days and yes I am sad BUT, I am so ready for it I am confident strong and so happy for this deployment to start so it will end! I bet your thinking I am crazy for saying I am so ready for this deployment to start because after this 7 month deployment I get to marry the love of my life! I play songs that remind me of us, I think of all the good times, I think about his goofy little smile and his cute ass!, I sleep with his Cammi jacket on my pillow even though it smells like sweat I don't care because its his scent that is my man that is the closest thing to my man I have while he is gone! Fill your day with a task and when its time to go to bed put on a comedy your favorite movie or just think of him and what you all will do when he get's back think how wonderful it will be think how amazing it will be to have him home again! There will be moments when you break down but promise you YOU WILL BE OKAY! I am here for you I love you like a sister and I know we don't know each other us marine spouse women have a bond like no ones business! I want you to smile and be happy and spend the last days you have with him cherish them take more pictures than you need and if you have to tell him you love him every other minute! But you have to trust that you will be okay you have to trust your self you have to believe in your self and in your husband! Have faith in everything you and him do!!! If your having a bad day turn the music up loud sing at the top of your lungs and cry if you want to if you have to scream then scream and if you have to break out and just laugh historically then do so! NEVER BE AFRAID OF YOURSELF PEOPLE OR MAKING SOME ONE MAD because if anyone has the right to be mad or upset its us! But I want you too realize your an incredible beautiful unbelievable strong women you will come to find out my love!

17 DAYS TILL DEPLOYMENT

So were down to the last moments of being together. 17 days left woooo where did time go! Its true when they say time goes by fast when your having fun! I thought I would be feeling pretty depressed insecure mad a roller coaster of emotions but, I am not I am actually pretty calm happy and feeling good about this deployment! I mean don't get me wrong of course I am going to miss my man and yes I will cry and have my moments, I learned from early on in this life complaining will no get you any where crying is good for you and my blog keeps me sane!!! I can not wait for this deployment to start so it can end 210 days (7 months)without him but I am ready for what ever gets put on the table. After this deployment these 210 days means we can finally get married start our life and finally just be together! I love my man so much! I was talking to one of my girlfriends the other day and I was telling her I am just so happy I want to cry I cant wait for this to be done with because I can see my future its right there so close I can reach and grab it! It's crystal clear to me I mean I can actually see our house how our days will be the wonderful smells that will fill our house along with the sweat from the cammis and combat boots! I will be able to call my self MRS.WILSON! I love you so much Gary Ray Wilson this deployment will go by so fast and smooth! I cant wait for your home coming I have posters made already and a care package ready to send along with a 20 page letter! I love you my man your the best the light that makes my world glow!!!

military spouse appreciation day!

This Friday is Military Spouse Appreciation Day. If you know a Military Spouse, say thank you. And though she (or he) may pass it off as nothing, inside it will definitely mean something.

for my pin up mamas!

Hello ladies, I found this picture and thought of you so I thought I would share this picture with you! Hope you like it!!!

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