I fought for you...

this video is amazing made me tear up thinking about bear!http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AgYLr_LfhLo.... Click and watch in some way its powerful!


Next if any of my followers can help me (I am kinda lame at decorating my blog) make a button and a new pamphlet for my blog I guess that's what you call it. Please I would love the help in doing so!
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forever proud forever faithful mama Wilson!

Mind changed about Marines

Well if some of you didn't know I was going to sign up for the Marines the week after I met bear. I had my recruiter we talked did all that fun stuff. Bear and I talked and he said just wait it out and see how you like being married to the Corps first. So far I like it nothing really drastic that has made me hate it. I think about this subject a lot ever since I was a little girl and grew up around Military I have always swoll with pride when it comes to our country and our service men and women. Anyways Bear has 2 years left in the Corps and if he doesn't reup I want to go and become a Marine but if he reups I will stay a Marines wife. Again my mind changed bear is 23 candles on the bday cake he aint gettin any younger he wants babies as do I we may just want to settle in to a house with our dogs and babies and start a new chapter in life! But as I think more and more of how it will be when he gets out I am leaning towards just being with my man and moving in to a house and just being a normal couple. I am going to state this once and for all I Alyssa Garza soon to be Alyssa Wilson will not join the Marines I will stand beside my man and his duty for the rest of the years to come I will stay home and do my duty of being a wife home maker and one day mother! I will go and get my dream job and dream house I Alyssa will never change my mind on this again.
Much love to the Corps a Marines wife....

just a little bit closer

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About 6% left until we are halfway through deployment! It is all down hill from there! We have this in the palm of our hand! Now we got wood floors picked out paint picked out and carpet furniture done all else now we just have to do some repairs then we move in. We are 6 miles from the beach its beautiful! I hired the personal trainer and go in for my first session tomorrow at 1! I am so excited to be getting my sexy back! I need all the motivation I can get and encouragement (not that I have enough already thanks to me I decided me getting my ass back in shape down to that size 4/5 again! its a surprise for bear) I can't wait to see his face when he sees me and my new luscious body! Ohhh I am so ready! And I am more than ready to have him home! I have a few ideas written down for posters and the one bear told me to make so he can find me right away! I stumbled across a song I forgot about and I love it. Its called come a little closer by Dierks Bentley (a little preview) 

Come a little closer baby I feel like strippin' it down
Back to the basics of you and me and what makes the world go round
Every inch of you against my skin
I wanna be stronger than we've ever been
So come a little closer baby
I feel like strippin' it down

Come a little closer baby
Just a little bit closer baby
Come a little closer baby
I feel like layin' you down

me at size 4/5 last year

Okay since I start my new me tomorrow I had my last fat dinner! I had kielbasa with boiled potatoes cheese sour cream wrapped in a tortilla! My mom used to make me this ALL THE TIME its my favorite comfort meal!Time for a little story a few months before bear left he said he had a weigh in one Monday. So he was watching what he ate all week. I turned to him and said "bear why are you watching what you eat your fine you will pass, you are at the weight you should be?" he turned to me and said "mama I don't want to go to PORKCHOP PLATOON!" I sat back and looked at him like he was on crack I said what are you serious and he said yes we have a porkchop platoon in the Corps! I started laughing so hard I almost peed. I can' believe it poor baby was so worried but like I said he passed with flying colors!

things I miss

I am going to let out some things I miss and by seeing this hopefully I can pick some of these things up again that I left behind me....

(clears throat)

1.paint balling

2.my quad

3.4x4

4.being a size 5

5.dancing

6.being flexible

7.my pink yes pink blond and black hair

8.getting my nails done all the time

9. Mac make up fake eyelashes

10.teasing my hair to the sky

11.wearing brands like skin fox fly girls etc...

12.high heels

13. wearing a bikini

14.concerts oh I miss concerts

15.going to party now and then

16.staying up all night

17.being free with out a care in the world

18.hookah

19.drinks

20.most of my bear =( I miss him and love him more than all the words in all the books in all the world! I miss you babe come home soon so I can cross you off my list!!!

3 amazing blogs...

3 amazing blogs I love to read...
GOODNIGHT MOON
SOUTHERN HOSPITALITY
FLIP FLOPS AND COMBAT BOOTS!
All American girls!
My oh my where to start? I first started following GOOD NIGHT MOON when I came across browsing through blogs. And I remember thinking huh Marine wife like soon I am to be. So I criss crossed apple sauce my legs (like I'am doing now) and starting reading! Her events of everyday life made me laugh and made me relax in some ways. The day after bear left for deployment I cried and cried and was just down in the dumps and thinking "god what will make me stop crying?" And I perked up in bed and thought GOODNIGHT MOON! So I grabbed my lap top again criss crossed apple sauce and begun to read. I noticed my tears were gone my eyes didn't burn anymore all because this special lady made me smile and feel so good because of her blog. She is so positive and fun a true beauty inside and out. She truly is amazing at everything she does! Great mom great wife great blogger! I would like to thank you AMBER for making me smile and laugh even though we are states apart just know you helped me in my time of need of warmth! (by the way LOVE LOVE LOVE THE PIN UP PICTURES YOU GO HOT MAMA!)***Make sure to check her out***

Next, SOUTHERN HOSPITALITY! Mrs.Jordan. She is so cute and full of life! Good luck honey with your senior year I am so excited to see what happens! Now this girl has some cute ideas of living well! I have got some recipes from her along with creative ideas (the mason jar drinks so damn cute!)Her smile is amazing her words are touching shes just a great gal all around. Her goals in life are encouraging and they make someone want to get up and go!(MRS.J KICK ASS AT YOUR LAST YEAR OF SCHOOL GIRL HAVE FUN) ***MAKE SURE TO CHECK HER OUT***

And last to FLIP FLOPS AND COMBAT BOOTS! Beautiful girl let me say you look perfect the way you are and I wish you luck with ball dress shopping! Nicole is just simply great with her Thursday 5 Miscellany Monday or with her wordless Wednesday. She does not have a dull day in her life! Always something new and fun happening! She is so colorful and bright. Fun and out going!Just a-go-to-girl when you need some cheering up to do. ***CHECK HER OUT TOO!***
These 3 women are wonderful powerful encouraging inspirational all of the above.I urge you to stop bye and check em' out. They are addicting to read most my laughter comes from them and at times I can relate to them. I have told bear about there blogs and even forwarded him a few of theirs he gets a kick out of them even mentioned its a good laugh when needed! I will call these ladies my *DEPLOYMENT PICKER UPERS!*Each and everyone one of these women are unique and individually developed with that meaning they aren't like women that are out in this crazy world. They don't follow they lead. They have their morals priorities set strait strong independent women. Simply symbols of what a women should be and stand for. *** MAKE SURE TO CHECK THEM OUT***

wtf really?

Well this will be a quick post tonight! Again I know I am horrible at blogging every note I promise I will do this every note some time soon! Anyways, a quick in sight on how things are going and then I will get to the real point of my post. Fist off mom and I closed escrow on the house we wanted! We are now 6 miles from the beach and 20-30 mins away from Camp Pendleton (where bear is based at)depending on traffic and if I want to speed or not! Mom has surgery coming up here in the future we are now about 40.3% done with deployment wohooooo I can finally start seeing the light again! Next umm lets see lets see oh I know I am getting a personal trainer(thank god) This is my last chance at getting my "sexy back" before bear gets home! I just sent out a huge as care package and letters to him for our anni. (September 3rd), Bittersweet as my mil. girls would know!... Okay now to my point! So bear as you know is on a MEU with the Navy, he has been all over so far and he was embracing it and starting to semi enjoy it until dun dun dun the flood river city hit Pakistan! SO bear's ship got lucky enough to cruse down there and support operations! Now, I haven't heard from Bear in almost 2 weeks mind you and I am getting a little antsy so we got word today well actually most of you may have seen it on the news that his COMMANDER got relieved! hmmmmm what the hell dude??? I will post what was reported on here and you can decide what you think on this (please email me your thoughts I am curious to know email me @ themarinesgirl88@gmail.com)
HERE IS HE REPORT

The commanding officer of the San Diego-based amphibious assault ship USS Peleliu (LHA 5), Captain David A. Schnell, was relieved of command by Commander, U.S. Naval Forces Central Command, U.S. Navy 5th Fleet, Vice Adm. Mark I. Fox, due to "loss of confidence" in his ability to command.
The decision to relieve Captain Schnell comes as a result of an investigation into allegations that he acted in an unprofessional manner toward several crew members that was inappropriate, improper and unduly familiar.
The investigation results call into question Schnell's ability to continue to effectively lead his command. As a result, he was relieved due to loss of confidence.
Captain Mark E. Cedrun, Chief of Staff for Expeditionary Strike Group 3, will temporarily command USS Peleliu.
Schnell, who took command of the ship in September 2009, is temporarily reassigned to administrative duties at Commander, Naval Surface Forces, U.S. Pacific Fleet.

oh one more thing

I don't know why my comment thing isn't working and I don't know how to fix it ( if anyone can tell me how to fix it it would be appreciated and how to make a button and get a make over for my blog page would be wonderful!) I am a little slow at all this ! So if you would like to contact me feel free to go to my fb page or my email (themarinesgirl88@gmail.com) I know its long sorry!