update!

Hi my loves long time no talk. I know I kinda left you with a what the hell last post. I will get in to detail with that later.... in other postsss.... So anyways how are ya'll doing I missed you guys! lets just say I am freaking jumping out of my skin Bear will be home in less than a week! Its going to be homecoming galore wohoo!!!! I can't wait deployment is finally coming to an end and he can see me my new body I can't wait for homecoming night oh buy yummy yummy yummy! But most of all I can't wait to just lay next to him and smell him. I will have lots of pictures and a video to post for you all when time comes I promise! Now next my weight loss I lost a grand total of 30 pounds! BOOYAH!!! WOHOOO I FEEL AMAZING AND SEXY AND CONFIDENT! I can't wait for bear to lay his eyes on my lusciousness! Lets see what else oh yeah and my new car my cute little white car I am in love wit and he gets to see the new house! I have been cleaning like crazy lots of laundry setting up getting ready going on in the next few day its going to be insane! But baby I am ready bring it! Over this past week I was contacted by a photographer and she asked if I would do photos for her so of course I said hell yeah! The photos came out amazing I love love love them we set up a shoot for bear and I and boy oh boy am I excited for that! I will post some pictures of the shoot and the rest after Christmas because those are everyones Christmas presents lol! SO Its been amazing this past month just knowing he is on his way home to me and I get to spend Christmas with him I couldn't have asked for a better present thanks SANTA!!!! Bear and I are leaving at 1AM in the morning to fly to INDIANA I am meeting his family for the first time and I am ecstatic I love them this deployment has brought all of closer! I have a whole bunch of gifts I am taking plus a huge ass suitcase full of my crap... Then on the 2nd we leave Indiana but were not flying were driving his truck back... Can you say Road trip lol! I can't wait to see the memories we make!.... well I better get to bed I have a busy bust week ahead of me love you all so much I am glad to be back!

Love MAMA Wilson xoxo

My whole world fell apart

A little about me

Laying in bed I was thinking about my blog and come to realize I never really did an "about me" So here we go....

I was born and raised in the city but at hart I am a country girl

I think I am decent looking and I know I have good cooking

I pour a little something on the rocks occasionally.

I love hot bubble bath that I can sink in

I leave a trail when I undress. I can eat a whole bag of Cheeto puffs in one sitting if

I have a box of chocolates I take one bite and the ones I like I eat all of it and the ones I dont I put back.

I paint my toes not my nails because I bite them bear is always on my mind 24/7

I like country and some classical music or soundtracks to

Black Hawk down

Brothers

Tears of the sun and so on...

8 is my favorite number I laugh when I shouldnt at times I am loud and like to dance

I call my mama when all else fails I listen to my music quitely at times but when I have an off day

its up when everything feels right I am great

I wish I had a dad that loved me I wished more people cared about me nd not listened to the lies

my "father" has told about not jut me but my future husband

I dont fight but if I have to I will October through December are my favorite months

I want 6 kids I want a farm and an old victorian practical magic house

Ive never been in snow but I would love to be experience it one day

I can sleep all day if I had the chance I love the rain I love doing arts and crafts

I am very motivated when it comes to our men and women in uniform. My mom and my grandma are my bestfriends I tend to get angry at them when everything goes wrong but amazingly they know

I dont mean it and still love me unconditionally.

I am young but willing I miss my man and would do anything in this world to have

him home with me to get just one kiss or one hug. I miss him I miss all of him

I miss watching his hands work I miss everything about that man.

my favorite color is pink I worry about others more than I need to I carry all my stress

and hold it in. I get mad for no reason sometimes it takes me awhile to warm up in the morning

I am easily entertained and again easy to make laugh I ama curious person to life and how

things work I love to be by myself at times

I cry at songs I cry at a voicemail he sent me a year ago

I sleep with his cammis every night I am trying to persuade the bear in to getting me a dog

I am a very firm believer in not cheating I think its one of the worst things you can do

I trust easily I have been hurt and cheated one to many times

I am a giving person who doesn't expect anything back I can be your best friend or I can be

a real bitch so chose wisely I love to dream about my future and what its going to be like

when I am sick I am sick I have a very high tolerance to pain and people

I love love love kids and animals. I want to go in to the Military but right now I have a fiance deployed a mom who is a widow and a family I love they come before me.This is it for now about me tune in for part 2 after my Halloween

fun!!!!

Mama Wilson xoxo

ME!

the end is nearing

I have been away I know I am sorry I have had some problems with my A** hole of a "DAD" that I had to take care of lets just say lots of crying and one big head ache.... Any who besides that I have been doing some wedding planning which is crazy but wonderful! We are all moved in to the new house mhmmm I love it wohoo can't wait for bear to see it! I went to a Carrie Underwood Randy Travis and Billy Currington concert and man oh man was it a blast!... Bear emailed me and said he has a HUGE surprise for me when we get to Indiana (when he goes on leave) I am thinking a wedding.. =/ I am nervous yikeessss... My god daughter should be here any time now can't wait to meet her... And dun dun dun I got an email from the MEU FRO and I have a release and debriefing reunion to go to on Nov 3!!! You know what that means the end is nearing wohooooooo, oh my gosh I am so happy I can't wait to see his big blue eyes and his cute white ass his Forest Gump accent ughh boy oh boy and finally I have to think about breakin the razors out and start shaving! Deployment is almost gone I can almost wipe the sweat off my forehead... Just sent out one of the last packages to him and now going to bust the paint and paper out home coming ughh I am so excited home coming home coming home coming its seems like forever since I have seen his sweet face boy do I miss that man. Well this is it for tonight tune in for my Halloween fun tips and treats!!! Love you my beautys good night!

update,pictures,and fun!

So update on the dom (doughnut of misery)we have 60.6% done

and 39.7% to go! Can you believe it honestly boy thinking back on this

I thought we were never going to come to this so quickly! In less than 2 and a half months

I ll have my bear home! 

Next I got a picture of me back from the fair my cousin took of me. 

I sent it to bear his jaw dropped and eyes popped outta his head!

What is your opinion on this?

Next my aunts "21st bday" (45) I went and met the whole

damn fam at yummy P.F.Changs and man was it fabulous!!!! My cousin Josh and I were

fighting over the cake and he ended up winning! It was a blast lots of laughs!

Now remember my post about my big ol' mug I made well I got the finishing product of it! 

I love it the only thing is that I wish the colors would of came out my lighter and softer!

PLEASE EXCUSE THIS PICTURE I HAVE NO MAKE UP ON AND LOOK 

LIKE CRAP!!!!!!!!

My cousin surprised me with a t-shirt saying Marine Wife on it!

I loved it so much I decided to wear it to Disneyland! Here are some pictures of us

on some rides! (Again excuse the strangers arm next to me!)

Sorry they are not the best pictures but they will do for now!

Hope you had fun with my adventures...

Love Mama Wilson!

yikes!

So I came across this video and I freakin balled my eyes out and made me completely sick to my stomach. As the video ended I couldn't believe these families feelings meaning one morning they were fine then say an hour later they get the "knock on the door." This video reminds me of my mom and a certain someone I know. How can both of these people I mentioned grasp the thought of this happening just how. Well I talked to my mother about this and her experience when this happened to her and boy let me tell you I was not ready! Well here is the video
http://www.youtube.com/user/costofwar

Now here is a much more happier video (one of my favorites!)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uSMlIM9zLio

Love you Mama Wilson xoxo!

So this is another all over the place post!

Well first off lets start off with some wonderful news 

can you guess? We have maybe a little less than 2 and a half months

till the big man is home! AHHHHHHHHHHHH thank my lucky

stars! Another thing he is out of Pakistan and making memories elsewhere don't 

no where yet but I am sure somewhere bitchin! I can't wait to

see all the nick nacks he got for me wohoooo!

I was laying in bed last night thinking about a lot last night!

Especially how I promised bear that if he tried avocado (he has had it before but grossed out)

I would try venison! (deer) I totally forgot about that until last night.

I jumped up in bed as my face started frowning and I almost gaged thinking

about what the hell I promised him. I right after got on my email and sent him one stating 

I feel horrible that I promised to eat deer! I don't want to eat Bambi no no no!!!!!!NO! He then 

came back with a joke saying then if you don't want to eat deer

we will just indulge in some BEAR... I got chills and said loudly *NOT COOL*

SO we will see what happens with that Ill be sure to take a picture of my face of what ever it

is I eat. Next I don't remember if I ever posted pictures of my ring? Well I will do so in this post!

excuse the pictures there not that great I took while I was cleaning out the bath and I thought 

why the hell not the lighting in the bathroom was pretty! Next I was going through some pictures and

found some of me and bear Awhh I had the biggest grin on my face when I saw him!

Some will be posted as well. Friday night we had a girls night went to the county fair and I have

to say I indulged in quit a few yummy salted lime iced double shot others triple shot of tequila margaritas!

Boy I had fun it was nice to have a girls night we talked laughed danced sang watched some 

bull riding and shows the food was yummy in my tummy and reminisced about bear and

the other big bad men!

Saturday went out with my sister and cousins with some more friends hooka bar we went

it was a good time all the belly dancers the Mediterranean food and feel of the place

the music was a change I enjoyed it! I swear I got so in to it I felt like I was in Pakistan

with Bear I almost got up and started looking for him. I remember sitting at the table and everything

went to the back of my mind everything went still I just saw bears face I sat and just was out of it

I saw my man I felt him everything felt like slow motion it was crazy. But so good to see my man for that little time I had. Well that's it till my next post!

Mama Wilson xoxo